Have you ever gone through a day thinking "sometimes I wonder"?
Sometimes you deal with a lot of people that make you wonder how they even tie their own shoes.. I have looked at some people wondering how they managed to smile knowing how horrid their day or life is going at that exact moment.
These days it is mostly reading another blog out there. Sometimes I wonder how he manages to put his words on paper knowing what the end is going to be. Telling the world how he feels and yet he still manages to find happiness and comfort in the most trying of circumstances.
If you wonder about whom I am speaking, please take a minute and read through this blog. http://thislifeilive.com/scenes/
Go all the way to the beginning and read EVERY word and then come back and tell me how bad your day is. How tough your life is. How rough you have it. If you can, if you think you can somehow compare your suffering to that blog, then God love you for your strength. I cannot begin to image myself putting pen to paper (or fingers to keys if you must) when my father was breathing his last. There is no way on Gods green earth that I could have intelligently, articulately, and concisely tell you what I thought, felt, or even wanted at that time.
Happiness is a choice. Acceptance of most things in this life are a choice. You are only in control of YOU.
Life is what you make it. Make it a good one. If not for you, then for someone else.
Life is too short to be unhappy. Thank you for that daddy. 15 years it has taken to accept and understand. I get it now.